Finely. I mean I am shocked everything is done so fast yet it couldn’t have come at the better time. I mean before our daughter is born and so shortly after Xmas. This year is the best even though we haven’t even finished January yet.  I mean at the end of this month our cars are being shipped here to us so I don’t have to get them being on complete bed rest sucks and also on the second floor damn.

So what am I Ranting and Raving about?I BOUGHT OUR FIRST HOUSE!!!!! The one that we wanted. We are packing up now. We will be moving in Soon as we paint the insides. That should only take 3 days tops. OMG. Never having to worry about rent again. Well it not like we have to worry about a mortgage or property tax either. I am so stoked. I now know everything will be ok.

So I got a surprise for Daniel. I mean he is going to flip. I got him a pool table. I mean other then his 2008 Ford Escape Hybrid. Sabby and Talon a 50” Plasma screen TV with a WII. I mean I am furnishing the whole house yet I pick out something special for each one of them.

If you want to see the Before Pics then look on my myspace. I have to take more so you could see the whole house yet you will have to wait.

current mood: accomplished

This christmas is going to be great. Sabby and Talon made out like bandits this year. This will be the best year and the great thing is I also got alot of stuff for Kilala. She has a cherry wood crib that is like 6 feet long and 3 feet wide. OMG and talk about her crib set. it is suede with Silk. I got the whole thing to match it, going from the musical mobile to the wall hangings.  Pink, gold, and brown asian style. I'll take pictures so you all can see.

 I have it all set up so when the day comes she will have everything ready. Going from her pink car seat and her swing to her high tech baby soother that plays mp3 well the rocker isn't pink though ( can't win it all). The great thing is everything matches. We got the whole Kira collection from Gaco.  I know I should have waited for the baby shower yet I didn't want people to spend money on things that I should buy. Plus that means they can buy her the outfits that they think she should wear. I know I'm going to have fun with that too.

Everyone tells me she is going to be spoiled yet i don't think they realize that she is already. The coolest thing is how Sebastian is taking part. He is now trying to put his head on my tummy and talk to her. It is so cute. He is going to be a great big brother. He loves helping me put her stuff together.

current mood: satisfied

So it is almost Xmas time. YaY! It seems like my son is more into this then me. He wants a piano, karaoke machine, video games, dirt bike, Childs first compound bow and all out he wants to have a 4 wheeler. He want to learn to ride the dirt bike this summer and practice his bow skills when it gets nice. It was bad this summer he uncle took him out on a jet ski, so now he wants big toys. Soon he hopes he  will go hunting with his dad. He has to be at least 7. Talon on the other hand I have to wait till he is 14 to think about it. It seems Sabby is more in tune with the real world then Talon. Talon is too sheltered in his life. Talon wants Transformers and action figures. Sabby want hand to get dirty and learn thing to have fun with.

I can't wait till January. My two cars are ready to be picked up from the dealership. They had to order them and won’t be ready till then.  It funny listening to my husband who is so in love with anything with a V8. He was hoping to get a 2008 Dodge Ram 3500 Mega cab truck. Can we say road hog? I think when he finally except the fact the truck isn't going to work for me, he would like what I chose. I mean come on the gas prices aren't dropping anytime soon.  Oh yea can't forget the rims he wants to get that cost two thousand dollars per rim. I look at him like he is nuts just plain out crazy.  I am not going to spend that money on some stupid rims. Something like that he could get himself.

So like He is getting a 2008 Ford Escape Hybrid. I love my husband to death, yet he should be happy with what he gets. So to make him feel like he had a part in this I let him pick his options for it. He chose the chrome package, ok yet you don't pick the fucken leather pack and choose white leather.... oh sorry stone leather. He works on freight trucks He will ruin the seats and carpet.

He says my car is better than his suv.  I’m getting a 2008 Toyota Camry hybrid. It doesn’t have options like his. It’s just a car. Yet he feels like I am like treating myself more than him. OMG like really he needs to get over himself.

I don't know he can be just right out stupid. It’s funny he is talking about spending a thousand dollars on shoes. I mean how the fuck can you really spend that much on shoes. I don’t know about him. Maybe he should think about it. I can’t get over the clothes thing either. He says that we could spend three grand on clothes for our family. Thousand each. Maybe he is looking at everything different than me. I’m looking at not spending unless have to yet he is like thenty five thousand to just blow and have fun.

I’m like um no!!!!

current mood: annoyed

So tonight Sabby has a big interview with Nickelodeon Producers. Wish him the best of luck. I can't believe this this is great for Sebastian. What a great way to get him out there and known. So he can make something of himself. I can't wait I hope It goes great for him and good thing he has great parent to stand be hind him for this. Can't forget his Uncles root him on.

current mood: ecstatic

What would you do if you had the chance do anything you really want to and really don't have to worry about money? Where you could go back to college, Get stuff to start your own business. You know do better for yourself, what would you do? Think you don't have really a care because you know your family, your kids; your cute little animals will be taken care of. What would you do?

There is  a lot of things I wish I could change yet it makes me who I am and because who I am, I have this chance to prove to myself I am going to do better, and I can do my best.  Yet the bad thing is where do I start?

I want to make sure that I can always put money back when I take some out. That would mean I would have to think big. Not to spoil my family with things too much or myself. Make sure I have a career in something I love. Not a lot of people can do that. I have an idea for myself yet I seem not to know how to step forward. Achieve this dream so I can give my family what they need and want. Also do what I love.